Ideals and dreams are often influenced by personal experience and vision. When my bestie M home balcony facing the local health school, I often go to the house of M, and M often sat down on a chair in the balcony, watching the scenery while talking. The scenery is outside the hospital door and door in the courtyard and courtyard outpatient Road, a few cars on the road at that time, the car is basically near the barracks, the major scenic course or hospital outpatient courtyard, courtyard is not large, is three hundred or four hundred square, can see a hurry the White Swan like elegant female doctors and nurses, M is always the envy of his eyes, said when the angels the best, maybe then put on a white coat has become my subconscious dream. When the work is not easy, M often sighed, there is no perfect social relationship is not into the hospital. Yes, M's family is not even a family of five in the service as a monitor. I was later a member into the hospital, because at that time my father's barracks Army sent a number of recruitment of children, it might break the head on, when my mother was back to let me fill, so that everyone happy. My mother is a teacher, the teacher is too bitter, so I bet mother vowed not to give her child to repeat as a teacher. Is a subconscious thing work, I came to the hospital. I am timid, afraid of surgery when the doctor, of course when not, when nurses are afraid of injections to the pharmacy best, elegant, clean, rich knowledge. You see those drugs are thousands of ah, only to know the drug name not. But the hospital leadership did not arrange me into the pharmacy, did not arrange me to become a nurse, but let me go to the laboratory, the laboratory is missing, leading to people again and again to the hospital laboratory where leadership.
The laboratory all day to Suhl exudes taste and smell of the blood, urine, and stool, sputum excretion mixed odor. We use the white arm themselves, white hat, white masks and white coat. The naked eye is easily deceived, this seemingly clean, pure color is the most evil, the most sophisticated. High power microscope let me see a novel micro world. The outer edge of Ascaris eggs like lace, hookworm eggs exquisitely carved, fungi, Bacillus cube like structure...... Our body is made up of numerous invisible cells, the eye also limited life emerge in its totality, let me see the way emerge in its totality, are invisible to the naked eye.
Later, I took an examination of the medical school of Chinese medicine specialty. When I graduate, undergraduate graduates is also a secondary school diploma in hospital meet the eye everywhere, it is not a good mix, and later to the medical station, the pharmacist can test time, looked at the dozen books stacked into a pile of test material, test the passion already weak, and not young, thought to the is a little easier to bury the hatchet, beginning, age. When a middle-level cadres I looked at us fifty several units, from the licensed pharmacist examination material heap lift tired face, put the comfort in their own words to say to him: what is the use of licensed pharmacist examination? Have you been able to do it? I swear to God, not make irresponsible remarks. At that time there was no benefit of licensed pharmacists, some of the annual return of seven hundred or eight hundred yuan of continuing education fees. It seems to me a chicken ribs pharmacist. The middle-level cadres across the presbyopic glasses box looked at me for a while and said: do not do? Do not test and what is the use?
I go back to a figure, is also. If the test can not be why, then do not take an examination of the more can not do. Comparison of the two phase comparison test is not strong. So pondering over to the examination center reported a name. Get the application form into the personnel department seal, the middle-level cadres is in the personnel division, he glowered at me, I quickly explained that because of his words I listen to, so just to apply for. He just smiled, he said he was listening to my words, so I did not go to apply for. This is not the test of a strange combination of circumstances, people go, people not to take the test. Now, the original bestie M home balcony facing the hospital is not the door, but the door or
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